Confessions of an Insomniac

I'm typically the chick you hear before you see. I love crackin' jokes and making people smile. Slow jams are happiness ♥ Sarcasm is a lovely thing. But make no mistake, I contemplate before I speak. Like it says: DABifyouletme - nothing more, nothing less.

Bye bye, Texas.

Hello Cali :)

Now that I’ve found a way to occupy my time at night (working 12 hour shifts at a hospital), it seems like my mind shifted into overdrive. It’s a great job, don’t get me wrong, but I just can’t keep my mind from wandering off and upsetting me.

Tonight’s no good for the simple fact that I apologized for something that was a simple mistake, my forgetfulness, and I’ve yet to get a response back. It’s making me sick to my stomach to be completely honest…I hate it. And for it to be over such a stupid little thing? …smh.

I always seem to be the one to apologize in a situation, ya know, “be the better person”? And I did it in this instance to save this..relationship we’ll call it.

Excuse the rambling, I needed put these thoughts down.

Cali Trip ‘11

Ah, my second time out to Cali should be greaaaat. 

Hittin’ up Monterrey for a whole week for the Moto GP!

It might just be me, but it’s funny that the day our apartment is available to move into is the day that I was supposed to be kicked out of this house by my mother.

She’s still acting as if she never gave me an ultimatum. It’s going to be crazy seeing her face when she sees all my boxes packed up.

Raindrops sliding down my window and a perfect view of this lightning.

Add my slow jams on loop to the equation and I have perfect relaxation.

Found an apartment to move out to.

So relieved and happy that I have that figured out now. Now to set up my job situation, with a possible second. I’ll be getting back to my original grind and out of this negative ass environment.